Volver

In 'Volver,' Los Chikos Del Maíz delve into the profound and often painful journey of self-discovery and mental health struggles. The song opens with a stark image of the narrator looking into a mirror and seeing a 'dead man,' a metaphor for feeling lifeless and disconnected from oneself. This sense of disconnection is further emphasized by the narrator's admission of living for others' approval, leading to a loss of self and a descent into depression and anxiety. The lyrics poignantly capture the internal battle of maintaining a facade of happiness while grappling with deep-seated emotional turmoil.

The song's narrative progresses to reveal the narrator's struggle with societal expectations and the pressure to appear perfect. The line 'in this industry, it's not profitable to be sick' highlights the stigma surrounding mental health, particularly in public and professional spheres. The narrator's rejection of medication like Prozac and Diazepam underscores a desire for genuine healing rather than temporary fixes. This part of the song resonates with many who feel the weight of societal pressures and the inadequacy of superficial solutions to deep-rooted issues.

As the song moves towards its conclusion, there is a shift from despair to a glimmer of hope. The narrator expresses a desire to 'return'—to reconnect with their true self, embrace imperfections, and live in the present. This journey of self-acceptance and the acknowledgment of one's brokenness as a form of liberation is a powerful message. The repeated refrain 'Quiero volver a ser yo' (I want to be myself again) encapsulates the essence of the song: a yearning for authenticity and self-love amidst the chaos of life. 'Volver' is a raw and honest portrayal of the struggle for mental health and the ongoing journey towards self-rediscovery and acceptance.