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I wanted never to lose you
So much that too much
Saw the sky in everything
Made the dock out of everything
Gave you to anchor
Sweet poisons

I wanted to have my feet on the ground
So much I gave up
That today I understood
Dreams don't come true
They're flower buds
The taste of gall
Is cutting

I know, it's sweet to love you
The bitter part is wanting you for myself
What I need is to remember, to see myself
Before having you and being yours, very well

I wanted never to win you
So much I forged
Wings on your feet
Waves to carry
I let unravel
All the mysteries

I know, I let you go so much
That you wanted me
Everywhere
Read in every gaze
How much intention
I lived trapped

I know, it's sweet to love you
The bitter part is wanting you for myself
What I need is to remember, to see myself
Before having you and being yours
What I wanted, what I did, what more?
That there's something we have to love, but what?
I don't know anymore

The days I see myself alone
Are the days I find myself more
And even so I know so well
That there's someone to set me free