La Copa de Europa

Now I think it's not worth it,
taking risks will bring more problems.
So I choose
what I have closest.
At least I will have the certainty
that I exist,
that I can decide,
that I choose for myself,
just for myself.

Instead of accepting what comes from outside,
instead of counting what remains,
from now until the day I die
at least there will be room for surprise.
Something new,
something yet to be discovered,
something inside me,
inside me.

How much time I've wasted out there,
how much to discover in my head.
It's so vast
that it's almost lazy.
I almost think I don't have the strength
to do it
and find something new inside me.