Siempre con miedo

Los Suaves' song 'Siempre con miedo' delves deep into the human psyche, exploring themes of existential dread, unfulfilled dreams, and the relentless passage of time. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a life built on fragile foundations, symbolized by 'castillos en la arena' (sandcastles), which are inevitably washed away by the 'olas de mis penas' (waves of my sorrows). This metaphor highlights the transient nature of human endeavors and the futility of seeking permanence in an impermanent world.

The song further explores the dichotomy between night and day, joy and sorrow, through lines like 'He construido mis noches en días' (I have turned my nights into days) and 'las risas eran muecas sin alegría' (the laughs were grimaces without joy). This suggests a life where outward appearances mask inner turmoil, and where time itself becomes a building block for nightmares. The reference to 'Alicia sin tierra de las maravillas' (Alice without Wonderland) and 'cenicienta sin hada madrina' (Cinderella without a fairy godmother) underscores a sense of lost innocence and unattainable dreams.

The recurring theme of fear and anticipation is encapsulated in the chorus, 'Siempre con miedo y sin saber de que' (Always with fear and not knowing why), which speaks to a pervasive anxiety that lacks a clear source. This existential fear is compounded by the wait for a 'mensajero que nunca aparece' (messenger who never appears), symbolizing unfulfilled expectations and the endless search for meaning. The song's closing lines, 'el demonio de la nada está aquí, amiga' (the demon of nothingness is here, my friend), and 'he olvidado las manos del diablo' (I have forgotten the devil's hands) suggest a confrontation with the void, where even malevolent forces are forgotten in the face of existential emptiness.

'Siempre con miedo' is a poignant exploration of the human condition, capturing the essence of existential angst, the fragility of dreams, and the relentless march of time. It resonates with anyone who has ever felt the weight of unfulfilled aspirations and the gnawing fear of the unknown.