Siempre con miedo

I've built castles in the sand
so beautiful that I would settle
for the waves of my sorrows to knock them down
and finally be able to sleep in their ruins.
I've built my nights into days
where laughter was joyless grins
and on the foundations of my thoughts
with bricks of time, I fabricated my nightmares.
I've built my life on your love
Alice without wonderland
princess of the land of sorrows
cinderella without a fairy godmother.
I've built a thousand empty hours
thinking... luck is against me
black hole of my broken life
link of this broken chain.
Always afraid and not knowing why
waiting for the messenger
who never shows up
a day longer than a century
and finally crazy with joy
or crazy and therefore happy.
I saved for a rainy day
to tell my secrets, repeated fate
but never and always today mix
everything is closed for my damn window.
No one sees anything, no one hears anything
maybe because there's nothing to see
or hear, only the steps
of the procession of days.
Crossroads of lost wars
looking for the shadow maker
the god of dreams... shhh. Silence
the demon of nothingness is here, friend.
Broken hearts is what the world wants
to continue with its spinning tour
I've forgotten the devil's hands
distributing the cards to play this game.
Always afraid and not knowing why
waiting for the messenger
who never shows up
a day longer than a century
and finally crazy with joy
or crazy and therefore happy.