Cuando No Me Ves

Only when you don't see me, if you don't see me
I find the courage to look at you
Without the panic that I still feel
To your unconscious coercion

Now that you don't see me, I'll admit
What an evil wish
In a dream he mocked
From my control tower

And it was dirty and it was a sin
I couldn't assimilate that it was me
And it was me

That's it, I've said it once and for all
That is the same
It's not always the same

You rain on wet ground
Under your cloud was I
And it was me

That's it, I've said it once and for all
That is the same
It's not always the same

Anyone who saw me in my dark hours
Crawling on your skin when it is a wall
You would think that my vice is licking your shadows
But I only do it when you don't see me

No matter how hard I try all the time
Desire jumps over walls backwards

Now I ask you to hate me by heart
Like a hymn for those who know how to lose

I will deny the following to the world
If there is one thing I have in abundance
It is a lack of self-esteem and that is why I sing it to you
Without having to use I love you
Through a metaphor
That amphora that I use to protect my fears

That one day you will understand them
Unacceptable situation

It may be that I am addicted to the fact that it is difficult for you to decipher me
If you understood the irony
Of wanting to be alone
And when I finally get the time
I wonder why I run away
But I can only say it
When you don't see me

No matter how hard I try all the time
Desire jumps over walls backwards

Now I ask you to hate me by heart
Like a hymn for those who know how to lose

The day when the present is already history
And the waters calm down once and for all
You will understand so many things in my silences
The ones I write now when you don't see me