Cuando No Me Ves

Only when you don't see me, if you don't see me
I find the courage to look at you
Without the panic I still feel
To your unconscious coercion

Now that you don't see me, I will admit
That a wicked desire
In a dream mocked
My control tower

And it was dirty and it was sinful
I couldn't assimilate that it was me
And it was me

I've said it once and for all
That the same
Doesn't always mean the same

You rain on wet
Under your cloud it was me
And it was me

I've said it once and for all
That the same
Doesn't always mean the same

Anyone who saw me in my dark hours
Crawling on your skin when it's a wall
Would believe that my vice is licking your shadows
But I only do it when you don't see me

No matter how hard I try at all hours
Desire jumps walls backwards

Now I ask you to hate me by heart
Like an anthem for those who know how to lose

I will deny to the world the following
That if I have an abundance of something
It's lack of self-esteem and that's why I sing it to you
Without having to use I love you
Through a metaphor
That amphora I use to protect my fears

That one day you understand them
Unacceptable situation

I may be addicted to making it hard for you to decipher me
If you understood the irony
Of wanting to be alone
And when I finally get time
I wonder why I run away
But I can only say it
When you don't see me

No matter how hard I try at all hours
Desire jumps walls backwards

Now I ask you to hate me by heart
Like an anthem for those who know how to lose

The day when the present is already history
And the waters calm down for once
You will understand in my silences so many things
The ones I write now when you don't see me