Voy a Llorar

This loneliness that slowly consumes me
And that tiptoes in hand in hand with all my fears
And while I hide in my dreams...

There's always a moment when I can't escape
Oh! and even if I want to run away, no, no, no, no
I can't leave them behind

Maybe I've never had the time to escape
To a place to think, to process it all and to run
The risk, of the water falling from the sky and I know too

Cry, cry, I'm going to cry because I know I'm missing
And I also know I need to accept that life is like this
And even though I don't say it out loud, I still can't explain it,
I'm just fighting ghosts that make me weak
And leave me wounded in the middle of battle.
And getting up easily is not.

Maybe I left behind my life and a picture in the drawer
And I see blue with fairies in the sky but it's my
Steps that become heavier. I'll keep going forward
Even if it's hard but it hurts.

Cry, cry, I'm going to cry because I know I'm missing
And I also know I need to accept that life is like this
I need a homecoming, to see open arms
That hug me tight and just make me feel
That I'm okay.

Because in silence on my pillows the only thing I hear
Is laughter in the air, touching me out of pity seeing that I think nothing
Is wrong, that my sighs go, the screams asking
For love's help.
And if it's my destiny I'll face it even if it hurts but I'll fight
To not be like this forever.

Life, here you have me and do with me what you want...
I ask to feel once that someone thinks of me,
That someone cares, that someone sees a goal in me
I'm just fighting ghosts that make me weak
And leave me wounded in the middle of battle...
Getting up easily is not...