Perdon Por Llorarte

It makes me sad to take my pen
To write these words with poison
'Cause I know you’re watching me from the
Sky and it makes me mad and helpless from the ground
You left me and left me without comfort
Time goes by and I only see you in my dreams

And I get up facing reality
That day at the funeral really happened and I break down crying
And I ask you to forgive me if you can’t rest
I should let your wings go and finally let you fly
I should promise you that I won’t cry for you
And say that the dead go in the hole and the living to the party, but it’s a lie

How the hell can I celebrate it?
If you left and I know I can’t see your face anymore
Your arms aren’t here to give you a strong hug
And if I tell you my stories I won’t see anyone by my side
I’ll look and look and I won’t find you and if I doubt you
You won’t answer me and no matter how much I want to see you
I won’t do it again and it becomes inevitable to cry for you again

And I’m sorry for crying for you
Sorry for missing you
But it’s something
Inevitable

And I’m sorry for crying for you
Sorry for missing you
But it’s something
Inevitable

May your path be full of light
And may you fly in the blue sky
If you’re okay, that’s my concern
If you can talk to me in dreams
Tell me how you’re doing

Come on, tell me you’re okay
That I’ll see you again
That death is another life
That in this life you can’t see
And that there you can do what you couldn’t here
And that those who left and you loved, you’ll see again
Come on, tell me you’re okay, that’s what I want to know
'Cause the day you left, it was really cruel
I looked at you and talked to you and no matter how much I explained
You didn’t lift your face, you didn’t come out of that box

That stupid day at the funeral
That makes me cry and takes away my calm
And I’m sorry once again if I don’t let you rest
I should let your wings go and finally let you fly
I should promise you that I won’t cry for you
And say that the dead go in the hole
And the living to the party, but it’s a lie

How the hell can I celebrate it?
If you left and I know I can’t see your face anymore
Your arms aren’t here to give you a strong hug
And if I tell you my stories I won’t see anyone by my side
I’ll look and look and I won’t find you
And it becomes inevitable to cry for you again

And I’m sorry for crying for you
Sorry for missing you
But it’s something
Inevitable

And I’m sorry for crying for you
Sorry for missing you
But it’s something
Inevitable

May your path be full of light
And may you fly in the blue sky
If you’re okay, that’s my concern
If you can talk to me in dreams
Tell me how you’re doing

And I’m sorry once again
If I don’t let you rest
I should let your wings go
And finally let you fly