Bonito Desastre

I have nothing left
Who would have thought, it would end like this
My body tells me to hold on
How can I hold on if you're not here to talk
And the sorrow kills me
If you walk away, trust is lost
That's how I am
I didn't show it, but I did care

And what am I going to do, I never wanted it this way
You can get through anything but you have to want to
You were moving away, but I never did from you
Never from you

Losing you has been hard and you know it
Hug someone else when you think of me
I know that letting go doesn't mean stop feeling
But I lost you
I lost you

And I tried
I was getting closer and you were already leaving
And I can't take it anymore
Giving up is for cowards, so dare to love
And you lacked the desire, your train missed my stop
I guess it was your moment
And I was the wrong person for you

And what am I going to do, I never wanted it this way
I try to move on but I'm still trapped here
I remember you but you never remember me
Never me
Tell me

If losing me has been hard for you
Or is it insignificant?
I understand waiting for you is false hope for me
And I believe letting go doesn't mean stop feeling
But I lost you
I lost you

Mine was bad luck
Meeting you, thinking of you, loving you, having you
And then
Losing you, calling you, missing you
Crying for you, saying goodbye and forgetting you

Understand my side too
And even if it's late
I will always remember us
As a beautiful disaster