A Un Par de Copas (feat. Rafa Espino)

Just a couple of drinks away from leaving and not coming back
I don't know how much longer I can go on
Don't make me lie, I won't promise
Something I'm not sure I can fulfill

Why does the truth hurt so much?
Why does the world like to pretend so much?
I just wanted to feel normal
And it's very clear that I never was

And so I stopped being to become another one
Who today is just a copy of yesterday
I don't know if I can forgive myself
Sometimes I think about letting myself be defeated

And it may be, that I no longer know what it feels like to be well
I'm still that child on his birthday without candles or cake
Maybe I live in yesterday and don't know how to see what's next
Nothing will change no matter how much I read it backwards

And it may be, that I'm an airplane but made of paper
A big hungry bear that doesn't dare to steal the honey
A crazy artist who has married his brush
A train of happiness that sleeps alone on the platform

Just a couple of drinks away from leaving and not coming back
I don't know how much longer I can go on
Don't make me lie, I won't promise
Something I'm not sure I can fulfill

The truth is not what hurts, it's the lie
Some pretend what they feel because they were always in ruins
Being special depends on how you look at it
I think you and everyone are just for staying alive

There are no two alike, remember what you're worth, you know
Tomorrow new opportunities arise
Can't you forgive yourself or don't you want to forgive yourself?
Letting yourself be defeated is letting fear win

Because you may know what doesn't do you good
That child still has a dream that you forgot unintentionally
Yesterday let you go, let it go too
Everything will change if you change your way of seeing

Because paper airplanes never break if they crash
The honey is for those who won't fear the hive
I understood that there's no pain that resilience can't handle
And when loneliness comes, you have yourself, that will be the motto

Just a couple of drinks away from leaving and not coming back
I don't know how much longer I can go on
Don't make me lie, I won't promise
Something I'm not sure I can fulfill

I don't know how
To be happy again