Déjame Hablar Contigo

Damn feelings, who would understand them!
They are like an abstract painting
That not everyone can understand
Many say they know who I am just by looking at me
And I have spent a lifetime trying to know myself

Since I was a child, I felt things intensely
I fell in love innocently and cried so many times
I risked my life for friends and people
That I haven't seen in years over stupid things

I have broken promises that were important to me
Because I stopped feeling things the same as before
How could I love so much and hurt that person
Sometimes I feel like an idiot because the heart doesn't reason

I feel sudden changes, now it's sunny and now it's raining
And they say that PMS is a woman's thing
My stomach feels like a roller coaster
Feelings that intersect and create a blurry reality

And even though it sounds like an excuse, I'm human
Today I focus on the good and even though it hurts
I learn from the bad
Brothers who betrayed me for a night of pleasure
Scars that remind me of how I don't want to be

I thought I knew myself but it was a mistake
Sometimes logic is very comical and has a better idea
Even if you think you will never drink from that water
One day you will wake up and want to go back

Taking the good for granted and getting caught up in the negative
I reached the limit despite being sunk
And pessimism is addictive, it's always the same punishment
It's just a mirage, my friend, let me talk to you

I know you cried under the shower
And that when you talk to yourself, you never listen
That you have always been there when needed
But you drowned alone when you went through a tough time

It's in those moments
When you discover who the true friends are
Who are really worth it
And even though it burns inside
In those situations you end up putting up a wall
And your heart freezes

And regretfully I threw it and it broke into so many pieces
That it was impossible to pick them up even with a thousand hugs
I thought that swimming with the current was right
But instead, I learned how to face it

But I wasn't always self-sufficient
People's opinions used to sink me
And made me feel different
And the less I cared, the freer I felt
And my mind flew as I turned everything into poetry

There was a click that changed my whole perspective
I decided to stop believing my own lies
Then I looked in the mirror, shouted at myself, 'Wake up!'
No one is going to come knocking on your door