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Who plays with fire
May get burned
I thought it was a game
And now here you have me
Between four walls
Burning inside
Suffering an invisible pain
That asks and asks screaming in silence

Lately I haven't been very well
I look in the mirror and I don't know who he is
I lose contact with reality
End this. What more do you care?
I no longer believe anything
What they teach you is not true
The monster is not under the bed
It's sleeping on it

I have strange sensations my mind
And my body are disconnected
Sometimes there is nothing to stop
This hell, I am already tired
I start to lack air
Running lost in this labyrinth
How is anyone going to understand you
If you don't even understand yourself?

That you're tired of fighting
Does it mean you're a coward?
Maybe I just want to leave
Because the pain I feel has become unbearable
Loving art is not the same as the art of loving
Wanting to commit suicide is not the same as wishing to expire

Do you think I like living this drama?
I don't do it on purpose, I don't make anything up!
In a young body with an old soul
Sometimes the candle goes out
I need help; find a cure
I feel like I'm drowning no matter how much I swim
Maybe my psychiatrist will calm this madness
I can't escape from a lock without a key

And if I break the chains! huh?
That hurts and hurts and I can't win
And if anxiety blinds me?
Because it poisons you and denies the problem
Maybe peace never comes
And maybe it's just a myth
And the traces it leaves
Make me always sail to infinity

Make me always sail to infinity
Slave to chemistry

And suffering makes you value every damn minute
We take for granted moments that we should consider a luxury
Doctors have warned me that something is not right up here
But I will continue to fight against this beast that wants my life