Lo Siento

I'm sorry for what you're about to hear
Maybe it's not what you're looking for or maybe it's what you need
I'm sorry with total sincerity
Because the world now only wants pretty words

And I apologize for not being what you expected
For not going to the grave and not jumping off that ledge
For not following your trends or doing it when I feel like it
For telling you to your face and not pretending to smile

I'm sorry, I don't think like you
I don't understand how the truth can be taboo
I'm sorry to be the one to tell you that not everything is possible
I'm sorry for not agreeing with you when you're wrong

And I hope that one day you can forgive me
Your ignorant ideology doesn't make you better than anyone
Come in through the window and let's discuss it in bed
And the path to nirvana is accepting human imperfection

I'm sorry for fucking you and not calling you again
Teaching you to tie up and escape, being your animal self
For taking you to Mars, without loving you first
For revealing the art of freezing you without knowing the fire

Forgive me for being so abstract
For telling you that you're disgusting and having no tact
For revealing the act without rehearsals
Because it's not what I say that hurts you, but what I keep silent

I'm sorry if my lyrics hurt you
And that you didn't fulfill any of your New Year's resolutions
Sorry for not writing what you needed
I was busy deciding whether to jump or not

I regret talking about everything and it tastes like nothing
Swimming and swimming and everyone telling me to stop
To stop and be quiet while I drown in this lava
And wash my creations in case they offend no matter what I do

I'm sorry, I'm part of this plague
Although I try every day to be a little better
Sorry for not hiding and concealing behind the mask
Of the most expensive lie, called love nowadays

I regret not falling in love with you
Wasting time and living determined to suffer
I'm sorry for disappointing you by saying
Isn't it time to forget me and leave me aside?

I'm sorry for not wanting to follow your foolish advice
I'm an old dog now and I can smell the interest from afar
Sorry for listening to the shut up
In this world of devils disguised as angels

I'm sorry for not sharing your keyboard progressivism
For cashing in the subsidy and screwing over the next guy
For continuing with the scared cynicism
For playing with your feelings as it suits the state

I'm sorry for wanting to eat what I'm passionate about
For living life as if I only had one
For feeling more than anyone and less than everyone
For not wanting to be the poor little sheep, but the damn wolf

Forgive me for being a damn selfish
Understand me, people don't see me, they see the artist
Maybe I wait without hurry on the platform of fear
Sorry for telling you me too and not I love you

Forgive me for always looking for more and more
For judging you, for not giving you a single chance
For my anxiety, my depression, for the prison in my mind
Sorry for showing indifference to death

I'm a slave, I'm a servant, I'm naked in this story
My past, my present, my future, my memory
I'm sorry for losing track of time
And not giving you flowers before your last breath

I'm sorry, I'm just a poor human
With no hands left to hide from sin
I'm sorry for asking for so much forgiveness
But I prefer to raise my voice before taking it for granted

I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart
If you don't feel what I write
I'm sorry for this song
But music is the only thing that keeps me alive