Messiah (メシア)

Maybe even without you
The world won't come to a stop
And probably even without me
That girl is laughing today too
Since we were born, we've been
Trying not to be forgotten by others
Laughing, laughing, laughing, laughing
Laughing until we're worn out, it hurts
Ah-ah

Being forgotten
Is scarier than dying
I thought if I didn't bark like a mad dog
I wouldn't be noticed
After decades of working hard
Like a smile reflected in a mirror
These useless days
Would they look beautiful if I died?

Even if I'm alive, alive
I feel like I'm just a burden
I've given up on a lot, even kindness

As long as I can, I'll tighten my neck
Stop breathing, stop breathing
I won't die, but since I won't die
I guess I can't be forgiven
Ah-ah

Even if I try to cover it up now
And you tell me to believe it
Yesterday you were terrible
With that face saying you'd kill me
Since we were born, we've been
Hiding the truth
Laughing, laughing, laughing, laughing
Laughing until we're worn out, crying behind the scenes

And then I mutter I wish I could die
And just as expected, I'm avoided by three people
Now there's not a day
When the toxic switch doesn't get pressed
I thought I could live my whole life
With that easy relationship
Ah, it's okay, you're not in it
So don't worry, goodbye

For someone to laugh alone
Someone else is in despair
Saying that's just how it is
Are you going to kill again?

I put that person's picture on the wall
Pointing at it over and over
I won't die, but I won't die
I wish I could forgive it all

Ah, did you get along well
With the child in your memories?
The child with a familiar face is laughing
And you know that well
That's just how it is, for sure
But I lost track of it
Hey, why can you laugh
So happily?
Is it still not too late?
Can I get it back?

As long as I can, I'll tighten my neck
Stop breathing, stop breathing
I won't die, but since I won't die
Tears have started to flow instead

Tomorrow I'll laugh, force myself to laugh
Somehow laugh, desperately laugh
Because I'm going to live, I won't die
So can you forgive me?
So can you forgive me?
Ah-ah-ah

Maybe even without you
The world won't come to a stop
And probably even without me
That girl is laughing today too
But the fact that you laughed today
That you, of all people, laughed
That saved my world
It's true.