tu fan

I still know your usual request
Coffee, but please, very short of milk
And I know your dog's birthday by heart.
And you get your bad mood from your grandfather

I also know that you never ask for forgiveness
That you would rather lose me than prove me right
And that you have never looked at me like she did
That I was a fan and that you were the star

And I had you on a pedestal
But you always didn't care

Because you were the star
I'm just a fan
Because you were my everything
Me, just one more
Because you were running
And I was left behind
Because I was an option
And you, my priority

Because you were my star
And I, only your fan
Because you were my everything
And me, just one more
Because you were running
And I was left behind
Because you were always my star
And I, only your fan

And yet I still remember 2016
Of laughing at you when you spoke English
Of fighting and hating each other and loving each other later
From I love you at twelve when you turn one month old

And I keep remembering what team you are
And whenever they play, I turn on the TV
And I've never liked football, you see.
Another mania that I still haven't gotten rid of

And I had you on a pedestal
But you always didn't care

Because you were the star
I'm just a fan
Because you were my everything
Me, just one more
Because you were running
And I was left behind
Because I was an option
And you, my priority

Because you were the star
And I'm just a fan
Because you were my everything
And I just one more
Because you were running
And I was left behind
Because you were always my star
And I, only your fan
That I was just your fan

And go and tell the people
that I was obsessed
that you never liked me
And that you and I were never anything
that I was wrong
That I was just one more

And go and tell the people
that you never listened to me
that we were not together
that we have never been
that they are wrong
That I was just a fan

Because you were the star
And I, I was a fan
Because you were my everything
And I was one more
Because you were running
And I was left behind
Because you were always my star
And I, only your fan