Understand (Versión En Español)

I hope you know well
I wanted to understand you
I wanted to be your man at some point

And, you knew I loved you, but
You know how this ends
Stop
Wait
And then cry
Trying with all my might to overcome

Opening a big package of antidepressants
To end all negative thoughts
Thinking about goals and positive reasons
With explosive thoughts and alive senses
Seeing the note of my suicide and massive regrets

Something meaningful, but nothing successive, I failed
And I kept quiet, I didn't find it, I searched for it
And I didn't find the reason why I always blamed myself

I thought I was done with those thoughts, I swore
And I said I talked to others about everything I went through
They were neighbors and razors and pills I used
Definitely my destiny, I can't take it anymore, you leave in peace and I

I hope you know well
I wanted to understand you
I wanted to be your man at some point

And, never, I cuddled you to sleep
You know you were my reason to live
And my being, full of my anxiety
No more of your falsehood
You ruined my kindness

You replaced me for not being extroverted and lively
I'm an introverted being who takes a pen and writes
Of all my thoughts and tragedies, I'm creative
All my sad notebook in a narrative format

I'd rather die than go back to that emptiness
Where I fell for your cheap and affectionate feelings
I do nothing productive, nor am I attractive
Without a native talent, I'm not eye-catching

And my days no longer give light, everything turned gray
I feel that living without you
Everything is coming to an end
I tried, and you left
Without thinking, you lied to me
You messed up my life and
You knew it and I'll tell you

Nothing fills a void
The same won't love you
You don't care, you lied
You already knew that I

Nothing fills a void
The same won't love you
You don't care, you lied
You already knew that I

I hope you know well
I wanted to understand you
I wanted to be your man at some point

And it's a shame that I can't wake up anymore
Without my power, you won't give a damn about me
And I lost, and I saw the things you did in the end, in the end

I hope you know well
I wanted to understand you
I wanted to be your man at some point

And, you didn't want something formal
You're dead to me, and for me
I already left, I learned from you