Ototoi Kiyagare

Get lost yesterday, you bastard

No matter what, somewhere we laughed and made songs
If it’s a dream wishing for love or something, I tossed it away
I’m stuck in this endless loop, it’s alright
I don’t even feel like picking up a pen

I’ve lived giving the finger to this guy and that guy
But somehow, it’s all left behind these days
It’s the emptiness that comes from loneliness
What the hell am I supposed to do?
I’m stuck in this jagged today

This is a mess
So damn selfish
One day, I’ll make up for it
Whether it’s a confession
Or an excuse
It just rubs me the wrong way

Ah

Screw anyone, just do it, yeah, do it
I’m sick of the annoying bullshit, just kick it to the curb
Just get to the point, come on, come on
Fill the future with this endless void

I’ve been making bombs with words
I’ve been breaking everything
Who the hell do you think you are?
Just disappear

I’ve hated it since I was a kid
It’s like some monster of an adult
There’s no way to be good, in the end
You won’t be forgiven

Hey, just get lost
Hurry up and go somewhere
Whining and complaining
Get lost yesterday, you bastard

I’ve learned to eat and then rethink, I’m a smart person
Even if I’m grinding and struggling, I’m a wonderful person
So why do I keep pretending to breathe while I’m dead inside?

I’ve lived giving the finger to this guy and that guy
Since when did everything look so dark and grim?
What was the last thing I laughed at? I can’t remember, I’m not expecting much

Misery, pride, scars, a gambling game, a test, game over
Again, in this graveyard of regrets, I’m stuck with a fake smile
I can’t even cover my ears from the sky, I’m so tangled up
I don’t want to see it, so I’m wearing a mask

I’ve hit rock bottom, I’ve hit rock bottom, I’ve become a human
Just once in my life, please let me off the hook

Ah

Screw anyone, just do it, yeah, do it
The pros and cons don’t matter, I’m not backing down
Just get to the point, come on, come on
Fill the future with this endless void

We weave love with a facade and surface
Touching as gently as possible
With one of the forgotten claws
I’ve been hurt by it

So I’m giving the finger
To avoid cutting too carelessly
Ah, of course, it’s all a pretense, anyway
You won’t be forgiven

Hey, just get lost, hurry up and go somewhere
Whining and complaining
Get lost yesterday, you bastard
Goodbye, I’m begging you to leave.