Irony

I'm a little tired of walking
I'm a little tired of walking
It's a common expression
But it's like a long road called life

I want to rest a little
I want to rest a little
But time is cruel
Dragging me along

Yeah

It seems like it's going well
But it's always going wrong
I'm about to give up
It's really pathetic

I've tasted
The feeling of misery so much
Especially the feeling of regret
Should have been thrown away

It's not that bad
To embrace despair
But what I want
Is always just out of reach
It's so incomplete
That's why I end up expecting something

In that case, just
Push me to rock bottom

Even if you're told the answer
It changes depending on the person
So absolute things
Can't be believed, right?

Everyone experiences suffering
I know that
So why not just laugh it off?
I don't understand anymore, idiot

Despite being told so much
It's not that bad
Even if it seems easy when you think about it
I was always thinking deeply

Gradually, everything became troublesome
Should I just end it all?
Because I'm done with 'What if?'
If it ends gently, it's fine

Dreams, hopes
The meaning of living
I don't really need
Such things
Give me
Something concrete and clear
Like a machine

While looking for a place to cry
I've already cried so much

I hate empty words
Even if I expect something, it doesn't take shape
The stars watch over us
But they're only there at night

I seek
Even the gentle parts of you deeply
So don't touch
This soft part of my heart anymore

Just leave me alone
Just leave me
This dirty road
Won't change anymore

Getting tired, feeling weak
Running away is pointless
So I block my inner ears
Crying that I'm the worst

What is life?
Just living without knowing
If you think it's happiness
That's enough
I don't understand anymore, idiot