2016

No, don’t tell me we need to talk
'Cause I don’t know if I can handle this anxiety
I was so naive I couldn’t see
That you weren’t right for me and I deserved more

I already knew where this was headed, you were gonna end it
Without saying: I’m sorry, at the perfect time
You couldn’t have picked a better ending
You left just when my dad passed away

Sometimes I wish I could start over
There are days I wish I could forget
I never deserved it and I learned the hard way
That no one’s gonna love me more than I love myself
Sometimes I want to start again
To see if there’s something in me I can fix
Or at least go back to 2016
To tell myself that in the end, everything will be alright

You didn’t care about anything else, just thought of yourself
We could never talk about everything I felt
You don’t know that I cried, you weren’t there
I want to be what I once promised myself
I should’ve smiled like I did before I faded away for you

I already knew where this was headed, you were gonna end it
Without saying: I’m sorry, at the perfect time
You couldn’t have picked a better ending
You left just when my dad passed away

Sometimes I wish I could start over
There are days I wish I could forget
I never deserved it and I learned the hard way
That no one’s gonna love me more than I love myself
Sometimes I want to start again
To see if there’s something in me I can fix
Or at least go back to 2016
To tell myself that in the end, everything will be alright