Deseo

Today I wrote to you what I feel
In oblivion, indifferent
Have mercy on my heart
It is not empty, it wants

I wonder where you are
And if life has treated you well
It's been a while since I saw you
And I still have this desire

Just like it's impossible to touch your hair
It is impossible for them to love you as I love you
They say that love dies with the passage of time
But you're still here hanging in my thoughts

I've been trying to forget about us for years
Kissing other mouths, but I can't find comfort
You are to blame for all this suffering
This wouldn't happen to me if I had you by my side

I miss you
I don't know if you miss me, I do miss you
I have all my feelings alive
Everyone notices them, even though I carry them deep inside

I wonder where you are
And if life has treated you well
I haven't seen you for a long time
And I still have this desire

Every time I dream of you my life goes crazy
Because waking up without you is what I have to do
You don't know what I feel when my soul yearns for you
He comes out of my body, hugs me tightly and cries for me

I wonder how I could let you go
And I tell him: I couldn't make him love me
We were each cut in his own way
And today it is still a pain in the ass

I still love you, I still miss you
I'm still fighting with destiny again
I'm still waiting for you, I still idolize you
I'm still fighting with destiny again

I wonder where you are
And if life has treated you well
It's been a while since I saw you
And I still have this desire