Inevitabilmente

I spend my days like sand in the desert
They've opened one more wound
Opportunities erased towards the edges of time
While the wind drags them down

They give no peace, no looks, no mercy
Among the voices of regrets and repentance
They no longer bring melancholy in the impossible direction
Of hypotheses without an age
It was the life I had already imagined but
Different in the end
But it wouldn't have been normal for sure
They gifted me lies stingy with smiles
And feelings already divided and thrown away

The alibis that I know by heart and that never change a story
You can never go back
Wrong encounters looking badly inside me
But it was me the encounter with destiny
So close to reality like a ship that doesn't know
How to sail in the wind that's there

It was life for me, it was already written badly in me
Inevitably
Chosen soldier in the losing war
And bad company is not an excuse
The scars are many and deep

Tell me how to learn to decide
Ready to smile at those who don't want us

It was the life I had already imagined but
Different in the end
But it wouldn't have been normal for sure

It was already born everything in me inevitably
Chosen soldier in the losing war
If there's a future it won't be loose change
I would only need a sip of humanity