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I just wanted to be normal, but I'm not
It's just pure trauma, confusion, and if you want
I'll show you my best, I'll show you my worst
I'll show you the truth of being imperfect and alone

Dreaming of being stable, dreaming of being kind
Dreaming of not messing everything up, being controllable
But I feel too much, I apologize, I make mistakes
Being real has a price, and I always pay

I just wanted to be normal, without being cliché
Not emotionally dependent on you
Why am I always like this?
Hard to stay, hard to live without me

Sorry if I wronged you, yelled at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be normal
I just wanted to be

I'm sorry if I wronged you, yelled at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be normal
I just wanted to be

I just wanted less guilt and more love
To be able to talk, to speak about anything
Control my impulses, be less visceral
Making more sense would make me less hurt

I just wanted to be normal, without being cliché
Not emotionally dependent on you
Why am I always like this?
Hard to stay, hard to live without me

Sorry if I wronged you, yelled at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be normal
I just wanted to be

I'm sorry if I wronged you, yelled at you
Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself
I just wanted to be normal
I just wanted to be

(Hi?)
(Sorry if I wronged you)
(Sorry if I yelled at you)