Conversación Con Mi Ex

I know that sometimes I mess everything up due to my immaturity
And my words don't match my actions
I tend to be somewhat insecure, just as you see
But it's because of my past relationships

I know you're different
I have your face tattooed without ink
I search for tutorials on how to forget
But I forget the tutorial and remember you lying on my chest

What a fucking heartbreak
Now I only sing rancheras and all the ferxxo songs
And I imagine scenarios staring at the ceiling
But what the hell, what's done is done

And I thank you
For making me believe I'm different
Apart from the rest
I want to contribute, I want to add to you

But I only subtract
And from that heart
With good memory, only remnants remain
Only remnants remain

I lost track of the days without talking to you
It wasn't raining here anymore and I hadn't cried since Tuesday
But tell me, how are you? How's it going?
How's university? Your family, your siblings, how are they?

I wanted to write to you
Because last night I was calm and felt cold when I saw you on TikTok
Beautiful as always, I saw you dyed your hair
I like the new look and the tattoo you got

But don't worry, I don't want to take up more of your time
I mock myself as I smoke the same story again
I'm a coward and it shows
And this message will reach you when I take it out of my notes

Thank you for teaching me that valuable things should be cherished
From the bottom of my heart, I hope someone heals your wound
I understand now that it's not in this life, I'll look for you in another
And if you need me, you know you're always welcome here