En Desventaja

I stumbled upon your gaze
And still can't get up
If it were up to me, believe me, I would have already left

But it was in my heart
That this illusion took over
And even though it's suffering
It doesn't give up

You have reasons, I know
To find someone better
But something deep inside me ignores all that

It tells me that you are for me
That if I thought I lost you
I was wrong, let's start over from now

Accept me in your heart just as I am
Can't you see that I am overflowing with suffering in my soul

That I am dying to leave my sorrow somewhere
Behind you, without thinking, just running away

Understand that now I am at a disadvantage if I leave
I've looked for it and there is no other way out

But to endure your contempt
Until you manage to extract
The last drop of my tears in this life