A La Mierda Primavera

I was locked up to not see anyone
I opened a crack to hear the air
And I heard: Come here, damn it
I thought it was you
The winds howled with their racket
Don't look, buddy, at what's out here
I don't want to know, take everything away, leave me the silence

Let me tell you my story of wounds and caresses
My story of nobody, my lullaby of hunger, all my lies
Maybe I'll dazzle and kiss you by cutting myself into strips
If you seek brilliance and find wire, it means you're neglecting

More than water, it's turpentine, what I sweat when I wake up
If I see you passing by alone
Puddles form, waves form
And I'm a neighborhood of shanties that love you well
So you can lie down in it
So you can get lost with it

Let me invent that a train is my freedom
That goes where I want, without more rattling, without more nonsense
Maybe I won't burst with the desire to walk on the tracks
With sorrows by the thousands, erasing rails, erasing days

More than water, it's turpentine, what I sweat when I wake up
If I see you passing by alone
If puddles form, waves form
And I'm a neighborhood of shanties that loves you well
So you can lie down with it
So you can get lost with it

I know nothing about running, I know nothing about ascending
About this rainbow shit, about the cigarette afterwards, I don't know
If life passes by naked, punished against the wall
I know nothing about enduring, I know nothing about hugging
About getting on my knees, about crying to suck, I don't know
As soon as the shots end, scribbles on paper
If I stay with shiny teeth
And my heart muddy
Your tic tac and mine are
And that's a no

Let me tell you my story of wounds and caresses
My story of nobody, my lullaby of hunger, all my lies
That in the tantrum that we have while you sigh
What's left of the robbery we gave to life
Of the blankets we still wrap
This remains of the halos we stole from the moon
And I'm getting into the day
And when I leave, I leave the carpet of lost shit
Don't forget the planet you live on
And back to the sidewalk
And so the morning, the afternoon, and the whole night pass
And to hell with spring