マエガミスト (maegamist)

Do you like me?
I’m drawn to the strength of that mysterious voice, so cheap and shallow.
I awkwardly swallowed words that wet my dry heart.
After that, the sweet taste of the tears she sheds
Opens up the most painful parts of me.

If I have to see such a terrible, terrible sight,
I’d rather hide my eyes behind my bangs.
Even today, which I kind of hate,
Will fade away somewhere far, you know?

Hiding my eyes behind my bangs,
So my cold face and eyes
Aren’t exposed to yours,
So I don’t have to look at you.

Roughly grinding down the feelings I have for rusty memories,
I awkwardly chewed on words that light up my bent heart.
After that, the iron taste of the blood she sheds
Eases the most painful parts of me.

If I have to watch this cruel, cruel everyday life,
I’d rather hide my eyes behind my bangs.
I don’t need to see the painful future either.

Even the sadness of the news anchor with a curtain of roses,
Hiding my eyes behind my bangs,
So my face and my dull eyes
Can disappear from you.

As if it’s someone else’s business,
I’m shocked by your brutal self.
Once,
I’ll untie the hands that were connected,
With you.

All those close moments we shared,
I’ll just throw them away.
If I have to accept this painful, painful goodbye,
I’d rather hide my eyes behind my bangs.

I don’t need to see this broken love,
Or the regrets that cling to my body.
I’ll turn my eyes away from tomorrow’s goodbye.

Just like always,
So that those exaggerated, adorable tears don’t dry up,
I want to laugh with you.