Perdão

There are days I wake up so tired
I feel the weight of my choices
Yesterday I wandered through wrong streets
And in the emptiness, I remembered things
From Sunday mornings
The sun hits the string
You come back from the market with a smile
I rummaged through the fruit bags and started a conversation with you
You turned your back, I said: Be careful, flowers have thorns
I should have understood

The woman I became
Cost me a lot, I won't deny
Nights when I whispered for the wind to blow everything into place
See how much I gained
I discovered to be my own home
Today you belong to no one
But cry for not being able to break free
But cry for not being able to break free

I ask for forgiveness
I wish you evolution
I ask for forgiveness
For following my heart
I ask for forgiveness
I hope one day you understand
My decision

I ask for forgiveness
I wish you evolution
I ask for forgiveness
For following my heart
I ask for forgiveness
I hope one day you understand
My decision

And since you left with your suitcases
I have met some guys
They don't last more than three weeks
Always remind me of you
One of them, the way of speaking
The other, your way of walking
Even the way of deceiving me
Saying absurd things
But they all had in common
The fear of me not depending
On any of them like I once depended on you
My mother used to say
There is no hero, I raised you as a queen
Don't give space to those who can't handle well-resolved ones

The woman I became
Cost me a lot, I won't deny
Nights when I whispered for the wind to blow everything into place
See how much I gained
I discovered to be my own home
Today you belong to no one
But cry for not being able to break free
But cry for not being able to break free

I ask for forgiveness
I wish you evolution
I ask for forgiveness
For following my heart
I ask for forgiveness
I hope one day you understand
My decision

I ask for forgiveness
I wish you evolution
I ask for forgiveness
For following my heart
I ask for forgiveness
I hope one day you understand
My decision

I ask for forgiveness
I ask for forgiveness
I ask for forgiveness
I ask for forgiveness
I ask for forgiveness