LEI

She’s nature, not fake, soft amber lips (amber)
She sticks to me when she talks, doesn’t want to be my mom or babysitter (babysitter)
Chooses how to be beautiful, doesn’t give a damn about Kylie and Kendall (Kendall)
She’s already fought a war, never backing down from herself
She doesn’t believe in horoscopes, doesn’t want attention that costs
And I fall into softness, if she wants me, her hands bite me
Me and her in the cosmic void, x-ray, sees inside a shell
I like the things about her that I don’t know
I like the things about her and

Now that
I should give her a name
Then why
A constellation that fades at dawn

Uh, she’s who knows where (I don’t think she exists, I don’t think she exists)
Uh, one in a million there must be
Like me (I don’t think she exists), who doesn’t want proof
Then why (I don’t think she exists) does every relationship confirm at dawn?

She doesn’t want me to act like a dad or a caretaker, she scratches (scratches)
No trends, she has her own taste, knows that luxury is a game, a shell (shell)
Loves sex and is dirty, without a sense of guilt, it burns (burns)
Enjoys having me around, doesn’t really need me after all
She’s not mine, I’m not hers
But when we’re together, it’s just us
Hemorrhage, fluorescent tears
Trying to ease the pain as best you can
What we do isn’t content
Devoid of emotions, everything is contained
She hasn’t given up on her fantasy
Lets it out without strategy

Now that
I’d have certainty (I don’t think she exists)
Then why
She’s like a party that ends at dawn

Uh, she’s who knows how (I don’t think she exists, I don’t think she exists)
Uh, one in a million there must be
One who (I don’t think she exists) doesn’t want to give me a name
Then why (I don’t think she exists) does every relationship restart at dawn?
Uh, dream of a love (la-la-la-la-la-la)
Uh, so strong it will survive (la-la-la-la-la-la)
Even itself (I don’t think she exists), it’s her conclusion
If she’s not there (I don’t think she exists), I’ll make my peace, it will fade at dawn

She
Never one I said: It’s her
I wouldn’t accept less
I don’t think the problem is her
I don’t think she exists
Never one I said: It’s her
I wouldn’t accept less
I don’t think the problem is her
I don’t think it’s a problem (no)
I don’t think it will be a problem (who knows, no?)
I don’t see where the problem is, who knows
I don’t think it will be a problem
I don’t think she exists