Siempre Estás Tú

My life is a fan
I turn and turn and turn
I turn around
And I can't figure it out anymore
I feel like a fraud
Forgive me for not pretending today
I'm just a spectator witnessing my own collapse

But you're always there listening to me when disappointment speaks to me
You appear when I'm not with myself
And you hug me when I want to hurt myself

But you're always there listening to me when I don't want to hear myself
You tell me what I don't usually tell myself
And you understand me every time I want to hurt myself
But you're always there

I rarely admit that there are damages that always tempt me
That when Lucifer comes, I leave the door slightly open
That being the center of attention sometimes turns into a punishment
That in seeking approval, I let them play with me

But you're always there listening to me when disappointment speaks to me
You appear when I'm not with myself
And you hug me when I want to hurt myself

But you're always there listening to me when I don't want to hear myself
You tell me what I don't usually tell myself
And you understand me every time I want to hurt myself
But you're always there
But you're always there
But you're always there
But you're always there