Bad Apple!!

Even in the flowing time
Drowsiness spins round and round
Even the heart that moves away from me
I can't see it, I don't know
Without even moving from myself
Continuing to be swept away in the gaps of time
I don't know, about the surroundings
I am me, that's all
Am I dreaming? I see nothing
My words are useless
Just getting tired of being sad
It's okay to spend without feeling anything
Even if given confusing words
My heart is just in the clouds
If I were to move from myself
If I were to change everything, I would turn it black
Is there a future for someone like me?
Do I exist in this kind of world?
Are you in pain now? Are you sad now?
Without even understanding myself
Just walking is tiring
I don't even know about others
If I can change even myself
If I can change, I will turn white
Even in the flowing time
Drowsiness spins round and round
Even the heart that moves away from me
I can't see it, I don't know
Without even moving from myself, in the gaps of time
Continuing to be swept away
I don't know, about the surroundings
I am me, that's all
Am I dreaming? I see nothing
My words are useless
Just getting tired of being sad
It's okay to spend without feeling anything
Even if given confusing words
My heart is just in the clouds
If I were to move from myself
If I were to change everything, I would turn it black
Is there a future in wasted time?
Do I exist in such a place?
If you want to talk about me
If you want to put it into words (scoundrel)
Do I exist in such a place?
Do I exist at this time?
If I can change even myself
If I can change, I will turn white
Are you dreaming now? I see nothing
My words are useless
Just getting tired of being sad
It's okay to spend without feeling anything
Even if given confusing words
My heart is just in the clouds
If I were to move from myself
If I were to change everything, I would turn it black
If I move, if I move
I'll destroy everything, I'll destroy everything
If I'm sad, if I'm sad
My heart will turn white
About you, about me
About everything, I still don't know
If I open my eyes to my thoughts
If I destroy everything, then turn black