0 a 10

So, from 0 to 10, how much do you miss me?
My plan to hook up with everyone went wrong
I didn't even get halfway
I fell, and I already see it's not like that
But I'm holding on here, pretending to be tough

I throw in the towel, it's over
It's heavy, I can't do it, it's over for me
And now look at me, said I wasn't looking
Good thing I lied

I'll kill a bottle and call you without fear
My pride is gone
I'm really desperate
I found out the worst way and at the worst time
When need and missing you come together, it's a mess