MI CULPA

Hey
Okay, hey
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I masturbated before starting to cook
And with the same unwashed hand
I greeted you and left before you could react.
And it wasn't because I had a bad day
It's just that your life matters less to me than mine.

I am constantly on the verge of brain collapse
I'm tired of being tired
I feel like the anguish is not letting me breathe (what?)
And not even myself would be someone I would want to be with (what?)

They hate me and get angry with me
As if a family member had run over them or something like that (yeah)
Stop crying and go do something fun
Like kick a dog or something like that (yes, yes I should do that)

I don't know how to sing (hydro!)
I don't want to sing either
Seriously, I don't want to sing.

Everybody's gone and it's my fault (well I'm singing)
You promised me you weren't going to leave (you weren't going to leave)
But despite being more alone than ever
I don't want to see you (okay), close to me

Everybody's gone and it's my fault (my fucking fault)
You promised me you weren't going to leave
And you lied to me saying that it wasn't the end (you lied to me saying that-)
I don't want to see you, close to me (I don't want to see you, deah)

I practically took drugs to write this song.
I'm so fat I ate my own depression
I came in with a thousand addiction problems
Stress from going to sleep without a reason
For which to live the norm of my being an obvious prayer
And the dressing room catering, walking like in Hamelin
Stop going to see the sea or to the weak bar to get
Keep drowning your heart in beer

My head is Silent Hill, a Halloween
By train I returned and survived
It gives me my moments of weakness
Like a flower to a hummingbird or the harpoon to Moby Dick
Or a wild card or Avril Lavigne or love for me
There is no reason to justify my inappropriate language
That's why I usually say that my videos are like cigarettes
They cause cancer and better for you (better for you)
And better for you if you can avoid them (if you can avoid them)