Sofrimento Eterno

This is the tale of a strong-armed warrior who broke my heart
Fully aware, always hot-headed, always pissed off
I want out of this life, the world of crime, can't take it anymore
My woman is expecting my child, I want to chill and live in peace

I promised myself that tonight would be my last time
Unfortunately, it didn't work out, it's hard to fix the mistakes we made
I was on the run and out of the blue, heard several shots
At that moment, I thought of so many things, remembered my son
I can't die, he's about to be born, I have to be strong
I don't have premonitions, but I don't want to face death head-on

Waking up in the hospital, lots of IV fluids in my veins
The following week, I went to the system, to suffer in jail
I need God now, mother of my child, don't cry

The gavel falls and the judge convicts me to twenty years for robbery
When the kid grows up, don't tell him his dad is suffering in prison
Lie that I'm working, traveling the world
And the anguish will end when I come back with a lot of money

Time passed and I grew old, parole was granted, thank God I got out
Promised my son I'd come back with a lot of money
I can't let him down, need a precise and quick plan
I want to see my son and make up for what I left behind
It'll just be a robbery, I'll take the money and never commit a crime again

I invaded the company, caused a lot of terror
Pissed off, announced the robbery, everyone hit the ground
With the loot in hand, the manager reacted during the escape
I pulled the trigger, two shots to the head, the manager fell
My life is set, going back home
With a lot of cash in my pocket, my son will idolize me

Arriving home, heard crying, that's when I heard
My girl crying, telling my son I'm back
With head down and very depressed, she told me you won't see your son in this life
The newspapers already reported the incident that occurred, our son innocently died

Neurosis hits, warrior wants revenge
How did it happen, can you explain?
Crying, she poured her heart out
He was studying, he wanted to be someone in life
So when his dad came back, to show that by fighting he could win
Had a nice job, company manager, good pay
A sweet and humble boy who wished no harm to anyone
Unfortunately, dreams were shattered, took two shots and died in a robbery
If he hadn't fought back, it would be different, his dream was to be here with us
Next to God's throne rests a rare person
Justice be served, what goes around comes around

Yeah... life is like that
With eyes closed, shot in the dark
In a lost world, I was greedy, trigger-happy
Because of money, I killed my own son
MC Bigo, telling it like it is!

Who sows evil, doesn't reap good
I was the hostage of this kidnapping
And today I gained eternal suffering
He went to heaven and I'm going to hell