FIM

I'm trying to avoid thinking about you
I'm doing everything to forget you
But my memories don't cooperate
Our moments don't leave my memory
Memory

I let myself go beyond carnal desires
When you left
You left your things and took my peace with you
There were nights of lost sleep
Smoke and drinks
I stayed with other girls
To try to forget us
But I regretted it later
And I got used to this vicious cycle
Sleeping and waking up
Doing everything again, everything again

We are the result of thoughtless actions
Like a child who makes a mistake and regrets it immediately
I hit my head against a wall
The fortune teller warned me
That this affair would lead to nothing
And yet, I was stubborn
To surrender again

I'm afraid
To share my secrets with someone
You're not the person I deserve
Heart wounded, I'm not the same anymore
It seems that the longing only worsens
Videos and photos were deleted
But the longing only worsens
I gave myself to the wrong person
I don't see anything you post anymore
Thinking more about myself now
And when will this pain go away?
It's a question without an answer

I never imagined you were so important to me
That I would miss you so much
I will carry with me what I learned
Good lessons, after our end
You were important to me
And now, you're missed so much here

You left
I will carry with me what I learned
Good lessons, after our end