Depresión

I'm not to blame for being flooded like an infection
This poison that kills me and presses my heart
I want to cry until I lose my mind
And the notion of my time is blurry because of this emotion

She traps me and plays a damn chess game with me
Eliminates my desire to reach old age
The future turns ochre and I can see it
Perhaps just for a fool who knows he won't be able

I'm in the same place where I started
Where I fought more than anyone, stumbled more than once
Impotence led me to want to do it again
And it started to rain, and it started to rain

I'm tired of looking at myself
I'm tired of standing up
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of enduring myself

Look me in the face, please
And pull the trigger, if you have the courage
You won't see a drop of sweat on me
I can't bear so much damn pain anymore

Inside me, you'll only find emptiness
A good being turned cold
Since very young, there has been nothing walking beside me

Everything always goes wrong for me
My wounds are covered with salt
This will be my end
Shoot