Verdadeira Namorada

Life is not as good
As I wanted
Without you to hug me on a cold night
Every time I close my eyes
I think of being by your side
Feeling your skin, seeing your inexplicable gaze
But unfortunately the night comes, I'm here
Alone in my room, without you near me
If I hurt you in the past, please forgive me
I didn't value, I messed up, hurt you for nothing
Today I feel, now I know, all the mistakes I made
I almost lost you, but let's forget the past

I'm speaking what I feel, you may not believe
With you I changed, with you I learned to love
Several obstacles trying to stop us
But God is good, gave me strength to continue
Being by your side day after day
I stop, think and wonder if I deserved it
I have done wrong, aware, I know what I did
I felt pleasure in seeing suffering, looking and being able to laugh
So I wonder why I'm with you
I hurt several people
Is it my turn to suffer?

In this life I made mistakes
I don't regret anything
Because here you do and here you pay
Today I'm not a prostitute, a little bitch, because I'm faithful
I have my girlfriend, I wear a ring instead of a ring
I have nothing to complain about the way you treat me
In good and bad times, the true girlfriend!

I'm venting everything I want to say
Look into my eyes, Erica, I love you

And may our story continue for many times
Inevitable fights that lead to our bad moments
But as you learn, you have to fall to get up
Alone is harder, I have you to accompany me

What I feel for you I have never felt for anyone
This time I got involved, my heart is your hostage
But I can't delude myself, everything has its time
Whatever God wants, look well who you date
But in my case I don't need to worry
I trust and confirm, I know who I chose to love

Life is not as good
As I wanted
Without you to hug me on a cold night
Every time I close my eyes
I think of being by your side
Feeling your skin, seeing your inexplicable gaze
But unfortunately the night comes, I'm here
Alone in my room, without you near me
If I hurt you in the past, please forgive me
I didn't value, I messed up, hurt you for nothing
Today I feel, now I know, all the mistakes I made
I almost lost you, but let's forget the past

Life is not as good as I wanted
Without you to hug me on a cold night
Every time I close my eyes
I think of telling you how beautiful you are
Erica, I love you!