Chica Suicida

Suicide Girl, yeah that's me
I got used to them saying it
Just for being who I am
Because of my clothes and appearance
That its color is very strange
For the cut of my hair
Don't be stupid, please!

I'm tired, already
May they always be asking
Why is that girl suicidal?
If you know what I mean
They judge me without knowing me
Without knowing anything about me
For that and more reasons is that
I want to die

I have longed so many times
Fall asleep and not wake up
If that were to happen
Nobody is going to care
It's the harsh reality of this rotten world

There is no destiny
There are no friends
There is no reason left

I only have the desire to cut myself without stopping
Spill all the blood and this pain will already ease

I don't want to live anymore
I just want to escape
Stop being unhappy
I don't want to live anymore

Suicide girl
If that's me
The one who doesn't want a life in this fierce world
To whom this fucking life has already disappointed her
I'm a suicidal girl sunk in this pain!

Suicide girl
If that's me
The one who doesn't want a life in this fierce world
To whom this fucking life has already disappointed her
I'm a suicidal girl sunk in this pain!

a different girl
that everything goes wrong
Who pretends to be happy but feels terrible
Everyone is absent, I don't know whether to continue
With this shitty life I feel like I can't take it anymore

Is it easy?!
No!
I am a suicidal girl
You say I don't suffer and you know nothing
So many things have happened in my life that make me tired every day
I have no friends
Not even my family

And I don't want your help if I want to continue
Feel how the skin burns when I start to cut
Every part of my being that begins to spill
My blood with the pain that I so want to erase

They tell me I'm suicidal just for the fucking game
But the pain that I feel burns me like hell

I will leave this life so ugly that I can't stand it anymore
I'm going to do you a favor; I will stop being a hindrance
I want to stop suffering, all the pain overwhelms me
Remembering that I am here only makes me resentful

This life is shit that doesn't even make sense
There is no family
There are no friends
All this is already lost

I'll be gone forever and don't go crying
You know I can't stand hypocritical people
Today I am a free soul that will rest in peace
I am a suicidal girl, I leave without saying more

Suicide girl
If that's me
The one who doesn't want a life in this fierce world
To whom this fucking life has already disappointed her
I'm a suicidal girl sunk in this pain!

Suicide girl
If that's me
The one who doesn't want a life in this fierce world
To whom this fucking life has already disappointed her
I'm a suicidal girl sunk in this pain!

(suicide girl)
(If that's me)
(The one who no longer wants a life in this fierce world)
(To whom fucking life has already disappointed her)
(I'm a suicidal girl sunk in this pain)