Dessa Vez Eu Cansei

This time I'm tired
And it wasn't your fault, Lucas
Actually, it was everyone else
It's just that I changed
I promised myself that I'd rather see the war
Than the false peace of others
So spare me the fallacy
Distance is what I'm seeking
From those who share your greed
Audacity, or maybe overconfidence
Your words put us both on the same scale

Don't dream, don't play
We're not the same, like 29 isn't 30
We're not the same, like Wednesday isn't Thursday
We're not the same, you criticize art
Man, I'm the one who paints
Practical on another level
Talent isn't hereditary
Peaceful if possible
Violent if necessary
I hustle for love, not for medals
I don't accept criticism of my work from those who don't work
It already helps a lot those who don't hinder me
I prefer hunger and pride over humiliation and scraps
I sailed in a sea where envy spreads
My truth stretches like a pirate with a straw hat

This is just a story of someone tired
I feel incomplete like a broken cigarette
That, in the craving, you'll put in your mouth
But discard after taking a drag

This time I'm tired
And it wasn't your fault, Lucas
Actually, it was everyone else
It's just that I changed
I promised myself that I'd rather see the war
Than the false peace of others
So spare me the fallacy
Distance is what I'm seeking
From those who share your greed
Audacity, or maybe overconfidence
Your words put us both on the same scale

I followed you like a detective
I loved you where the Devil lives
You ask me if I don't miss our love
How can I miss something I never had?
Because I never had anyone as shelter
There were people by my side, but no one with me
Love is charity, only those who have it can give
To love me, you have to find the mirror, and beautiful
Huh

I need a bath of coarse salt
I need a shampoo that removes from my head
Split ends and the image of your face
I need a remedy that fights remorse
Because I listened to others' opinions
I ended up thinking I was worse than others
This happened to me and to others too
Stop being yourself to be someone else
And in the end, it's no one

I know you've thought about this too
The burning question
Will you accept this again or will you speak?

This time I'm tired
And it wasn't your fault, Lucas
Actually, it was everyone else
It's just that I changed
I promised myself that I'd rather see the war
Than the false peace of others