Minha Missão... (Loid Forger/Twilight) - Spy x Family

I thought about leaving her behind, but I don't
Maybe no one sees your pain like I do
For the sake of the mission, but I can't
Every time I see those little eyes

I hated lies and didn't lie
I trusted people too much and beyond what I saw
I innocently played with the three friends I had
Of being a hidden soldier from my father, because I couldn't

Father, tell me why I can't be a soldier and end the wars?
Kill all the bad people and monsters from the East
So that one day there will be peace and what we deserve
I knew you were against wars
But I don't understand everything you told me
On a clear day the city was attacked
Now I understand your words, but I lost you

A thousand faces and a secret!
I've lost everything I had, I'm not afraid anymore
And they're all sad
All my memories tear me apart
I didn't want to see more loved ones dying
And the more I think about the past, the more I understand
That no matter what I do, I can't turn back time

And now what's left of me?
All the good I had is trapped in my past
The sincere smiles were all devastated
Everything I once loved the most, crushed by rubble

A thousand phases, a thousand cries, a thousand traumas I feel
From an early age I had to learn to live alone
I try to camouflage the longing, but I never succeed
Because even my mother, she's no longer with me

Every day I wonder if you can hear me
And out of fear of dying, I've been living hidden
Do you feel the pain I feel from up there?
Down here the wars took all my friends
It was the first time I held a weapon
And thousands of lives were piled up by me
Hatred grows, and this way, the war never ends
That like my parents, some won't come back home!

A thousand faces and a secret!
I've lost everything I had, I'm not afraid anymore
And they're all sad
All my memories tear me apart
I didn't want to see more loved ones dying
And the more I think about the past, the more I understand
That no matter what I do, I can't turn back time

I don't mind risking for a new hope
I swore to myself to bring smiles to the children
And even though inside I still feel so dirty
So that there is peace, I became the greatest spy in this world!

The past is behind
And now a new identity
My name is Twilight
The man with a thousand faces
On a mission I had to change and have a new life
Adopt a daughter and build a family
Infiltrate the school of my target enemy
Steal valuable information from the other state

And it was there that I had to adopt
A girl named Anya
When I saw her, I noticed her kind eyes
For some reason I couldn't describe what I felt
There was also fear in her gaze, which couldn't be disguised
No need to despair, I won't leave you
Hold my hand and don't let go
Your mind is very confused
But you don't need to cry anymore, it's not your fault

I won't leave you!
I promise to stay by your side!
Now you have a family
Your innocence changed my life
What I feel is no longer a lie
My daughter