Não Me Abandona... - Anya Forger (Spy X Family)

I was created in a laboratory
With the intention of bringing peace to the world
Being a government weapon forever
With my power to read minds
No family, no joy
With no one, just me and my life
The more time passed, the more I feared
The more I cried, the more I suffered

I ran away from the laboratory and ended up in an orphanage
I'm just a child
I still don't know exactly what I do
Adopted by three families I was
I was returned by all of them
This became my nightmare, I started to think I was a mistake
As much as I don't understand, I knew
That my life was empty

I wanted to be happy, I wanted to play, I just wanted to have a family
People don't understand
That no matter how much I don't express myself, the feelings are the same
No matter how many difficulties I go through, the absence of love hurts much more
Until one fine day a light
Adopted by Loid I was
He hid his identity, because in disguise he was a real spy
The real name that adopts me
twilight

The first time I had a father
In such a short time together I already loved you so much
It was part of the mission to adopt a child and have a family
As much as I really wanted to help you
I ended up delaying your whole life

Do not leave me
Do not go
It's just that I love you so much, I want to be with you!
And if you leave it won't make sense
My mind is all messed up, I'm sorry for everything I've done
I can't stand those voices, I didn't wish I was born like that!
In a different universe maybe I could be happy
I can't stand crying anymore, why cry
Don't erase what I saw

Full of confusion in my head
Full of problems in the world
Maybe I'm the biggest problem in your life
This voice haunts me no matter if I run away
I try to improve, improve, improve
Get better, get better, I swear I've been trying
I'm so afraid that one day you'll wake up and realize that I'm a burden

What did I do?
So many voices!
They told me that to achieve peace I was the only hope
Did they ever stop to think that they threw the entire burden on a child?
You lie and I have been listening, that's why I walk with my head down
Everyone I once had has abandoned me
I don't like this weight of being a burden!

Will one day I live without fear?
And finally tell my secret

Do not leave me
Do not go
It's just that I love you so much, I want to be with you!
And if you leave it won't make sense
My mind is all messed up, I'm sorry for everything I've done
I can't stand those voices, I didn't wish I was born like that!
In a different universe maybe I could be happy
I can't stand crying anymore, why cry
Don't erase what I saw

No no!
No no