Pardon

Sorry for doubting your love,
Just imagining living day by day,
For the thoughts when they are far from you,
Sorry for the ones I might have had a few times.
Sorry for the sorrows of my past,
For that outstretched hand that I couldn't grasp...
Sorry for all the nothings mixed with alcohol,
Sorry for the fake laughs and my crazy fits of laughter.

Chorus:
So it's you who's leaving me, we won't go anywhere,
I watch you run away
When I'm already late.
I take the cursed hours,
The 'I'll explain later'
And I'll live all the nights of exile,
The white ones and then the black ones,
Yes, I take all the blame,
I put it all on my account,
But it's me who falls asleep
In the end.

Sorry for seeing you as a great father,
And thinking that was already good enough.
Sorry for the often pointless lies,
The hyphens and then the semicolons.
Sorry for those words I didn't mean,
Sorry for all the highs
But sorry for the lows,
For the easy regrets in the morning.
Sorry for the dreams I had of us for nothing...

Chorus:
So it's you who's leaving me, we won't go anywhere,
I watch you run away
When I'm already late.
I take the cursed hours,
The 'I'll explain later'
And I'll live all the nights of exile,
The white ones and then the black ones,
Yes, I take all the blame,
I put it all on my account,
But it's me who falls asleep
In the end.