Pxdrete :/

I feel that it runs very fast, every second of this night
Unable to run in traffic, from my demons to twelve
I'm not made for this environment, to live surrounded by roses
Panic attacks come, how to control them? I don't know anymore

If I live looking for what I lose
I am doomed to lose what I have
How do I know I'm crazy and they're sane
If they're not close to feeling what I feel

How could they think that I wouldn't give
Everything I once gave for her
If I saw my dad give the moon to mom
Before becoming a star

Take everything except what I am
What I need, I'll give you
It's getting late for where I'm going
I don't want you to know where I am

You're not even half of what I am
I'm not even half of what I give
Take everything except what I am
Take everything but do it today

Fuck off, sink, swear you won't come back
Get lost, repent, it was your fault to change me for him
Stay away and blame me, tell your story, that's how I'm fine
I want to forget what became of us
Once and for all

Days go by and I don't really feel if I can love
What we formed together in so much time and you let fall
You swore to be together for a lifetime and I could know
The coldness and lies in person by touching your skin

Everything was true, it was one among many
But time, someday will see you fall
You are marked, for what you were
And I hope we never see each other again

And you know well where you're going
You preferred other people
Before my love and loyalty
You also know that you won't find
Anywhere a person who knows your weakness well

Fuck off, sink, swear you won't come back
Get lost, repent, it was your fault to change me for him
Stay away and blame me, tell your story, that's how I'm fine
I want to forget what became of us, once and for all

I'm poppin pills cause I can't live without you
You left your scent in my house and the car
It burns my mind and in two days I explode
I forgive fights but not betrayal
Someone is missing in my bed
And I don't feel like it and I remember
Your everything but I'm already broken

Every time I see your photo
I speed up the bike
It hurts that destiny was never made for
Us I know you still love me but distancing is necessary for the good of both of us
And I try to forget you but in the end I forgot how many pills I took

No contact, between you and me
It will be better, without more pain
Less love, less love
More whiskey with, I no longer have control

Fuck off, sink, swear you won't come back
Get lost, repent, it was your fault to change me for him
Stay away and blame me, tell your story, that's how I'm fine
I want to forget what became of us
Once and for all

Fuck off, sink, swear you won't come back
Get lost, repent, it was your fault to change me for him
Stay away and blame me, tell your story, that's how I'm fine
I want to forget what became of us
Once and for all