Sadman (feat. DeeJohend)
Métricas Frías
The Weight of Ambition and Solitude in 'Sadman'
In 'Sadman,' Métricas Frías, featuring DeeJohend, delves into the emotional turmoil and existential struggles that come with ambition and solitude. The song opens with the artist waking up with a 'drunken heart,' a metaphor for feeling overwhelmed and emotionally intoxicated. He lights up a joint while looking at the sky, seeking freedom for 'those boys,' possibly referring to friends or peers trapped in difficult circumstances. This sets the tone for a song that grapples with inner demons and the quest for liberation.
The recurring theme of solitude is evident as the artist pleads for loneliness to stay away, acknowledging his flaws and vices. He describes himself as a 'bag of vices, problems, and mistakes,' revealing a deep sense of self-awareness and vulnerability. The line 'this ambition is killing me' underscores the destructive nature of his relentless drive for success, even as he admits to always being 'the winter,' a metaphor for his cold, detached demeanor.
The song also touches on the artist's struggles with anxiety and the pressures of life. He mentions sleeping in the studio and only leaving to record, highlighting his dedication to his craft but also the isolation it brings. The reference to being 'blessed by the stars and mom' suggests a sense of destiny and maternal support, yet it contrasts sharply with his ongoing battles. The lyrics caution about the dangers of ambition and the unpredictable nature of luck, likening it to a beast that cannot be tamed. The imagery of 'gazes with thorns' anchored in his skin further illustrates the pain and scrutiny he endures.
'Sadman' is a poignant exploration of the duality of ambition and the loneliness that often accompanies it. Métricas Frías and DeeJohend paint a vivid picture of the emotional landscape of an artist striving for greatness while grappling with personal demons and the weight of solitude.