Sadman (feat. DeeJohend)

Today I woke up
With a drunken heart
I lit one looking up at the sky and asking
Freedom for those boys

And I don't want to see you
Loneliness stay away
I'm a bag of vices, problems, and mistakes
Mommy, I have my complexes

And this ambition is killing me
I want everything even though I have you
This cold is burning me
Even though I've always been the winter

Hello loneliness, one last waltz
They have no consolation but they have the city
I sleep in the studio and only go out to record
I am blessed by the stars and mom

Me and my anxiety crises
With the double until the end
I learned that life is silver and I have to earn it

It's normal that now I want what can hurt
And luck is a beast you can't control

Be careful where you walk
And watch your steps at night if you're going to Eden
There are looks that have thorns
And I already have a couple anchored in my skin

And this ambition is killing me again
And this ambition is killing me

Today I woke up
With a drunken heart
I lit one looking up at the sky and asking
Freedom for those boys

And I don't want to see you
Loneliness stay away
I'm a bag of vices, problems, and mistakes
Mommy, I have my complexes