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I know everything will end
But I'm afraid to leave
And if my light goes out
Will they still be able to hear me?

I believe not
And I'm almost sure
That this is my last mission
A prison full of feelings
That lead me to this depression
Because it's too much pressure
Only extends a hand and takes me out of the darkness

I was unable to protect
And the one I loved I lost sight of
There's no way out
And where are you on this cold dawn?
Trapped in emptiness, everything is dark and lifeless
My colorless world still needs paint
This will collapse
I would cry
But all tears dried up days ago
I'll be fine, it's just my excuse
Will I endure?
Inside my chest
I feel this effect
I don't reject
So imperfect
If it's already done
Then I accept
And if it's meant to be, it will be
I'm afraid
I'm not perfect
And the despair?
It wasn't undone
It's my flaw
This is my way
That's why I want to scream

I still don't know
Have I lost those I never even loved?
In this place I feel like I've met them again
It's when the pain ends
And the only moment that makes me want to stay

Memories will run away
And only left just a totally empty page
Until I die because there's somethings here I never said
Never cry anymore
I will overcome the evil
That is fighting in my mind

Yes, I swear I tried
But it was too much for me, and in the end I couldn't handle it
Control myself
If all this was what I caused
I'm too scary even for myself
Someone needs to stop me

I don't even know how I survived
Actually, not even how I got here
I know I can't run away anymore
I just need to wake up
All the evil trying to invade me
Little by little trying to consume me
Actually, I just wanted to disappear
Before everything ends
I never had love
I only knew a world that has no value
Is this me or is it just all that's left?
If they don't care, why do I?
Out of the ordinary
Living without knowing my real purpose
Judge wrong and right or question good or bad
I think for them nothing matters in the end

I'm afraid to think the lights might go out
Open my eyes in the vastness and have nothing there
My existence, slowly fading until nothing remains
So I'll tell you now
Before everything ends

I still don't know
Have I lost those I never even loved?
In this place I feel like I've met them again
It's when the pain ends
And the only moment that makes me want to stay

Memories will run away
And only left just a totally empty page
Until I die because there's somethings here I never said
Never cry anymore
I will overcome the evil
That is fighting in my mind

Yes, I swear I tried
But it was too much for me, and in the end I couldn't handle it