Vibe Animes 3 - Sad

Sid on the beat (Sid on the beat)
MH on the hit (MH on the hit)
In that vibe

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Uh, uh, ah, ah

This doesn't want to stop anymore
I know it's just my mind manipulating me, ya, ya
And I just want to get rid of it
I feel like I'm running away
And I won't come back anymore, ye, ye
And I don't know why

Does my soul just want to cry?
And nothing more
And if I'll be okay
I'll only know in the end
I keep trying to understand the reason and why
Is this real?

I wish to be like before
Not to fear the world outside
To at least have a chance
To be able to pass through that door
Everything passes and changes
And time doesn't come back
I think it helps
It's all I want now

I'm tired of everything that hurts me so much
And I just want to be able to live in peace
I'm no longer waiting for a sign
I've already started running after it
I was hit by a whirlwind
Only I understand what it brings me
I know that smiling is no longer normal
My sanity escapes more and more

Voices in my head
My body can't take it
Before I go crazy
Why does this suffocate me?
I just want to overcome
Forget, get up
Make my world spin
See the sadness end

They think I'm so fine
But in reality, I'm not okay
I feel so alone
In this emptiness and it's surreal
I can't let myself be carried away
I know it wants to consume me
It's trying to dominate me
This aura won't invade me, yeah

Can someone hug me?
Or maybe listen to me?
Just someone to talk to?
I need to vent
A hand to hold
To take me out of the darkness
A light to guide me
Just to lift me off the ground

Ask you why? Can deny
Black and white, light and dark
Day or night, demon inside by my side
In my mind is a fight
Say goodbye, fell so high
Let it shine like the sky
True or lie, look in my eyes
Please, don't cry
Oh, yeah
Ahn, ah, ah, ah, ah

This doesn't want to stop anymore
I know it's just my mind manipulating me, ya, ya
And I just want to get rid of it
I feel like I'm running away
And I won't come back anymore, ye, ye
And I don't know why

Does my soul just want to cry?
And nothing more
I just want to know
Why I'm not normal
I keep trying to understand
The reason and why
Is this real?