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A drunk kiss and I got hooked
Even though I didn't know you, I missed you
And I was shy, but still I talked to you
We connected so much that night I knew
You were going to hurt me
But I didn't know how much
I thought you weren't worth it
I messed up big time
But if I can, I'll come back
Just to give you one last kiss
I wanted to tell you everything I feel
But I stayed silent for fear you'd think I'm intense

I had little to offer, mom lent me the car
And cheap flowers, you never lacked
Songs I dedicated to you on a burned CD
You and me on the sidewalk drinking pink wine
You didn't want me, I always knew
I always dreamed you'd invite me to take you to the supermarket
And take our dogs for a walk
But seeing you drunk was all I could settle for

The Sundays with aprons never existed
And Mondays of sleeping in
Tuesdays of dinner and drinks
Wednesday Netflix and chill
Thursdays of horoscopes and not going out
Why didn't anyone warn me?
That you were going to hurt me
But I didn't know how much
I thought you weren't worth it
I messed up big time
But if I can, I'll come back
Just to give you one last kiss
I wanted to tell you everything I feel
But I stayed silent for fear you'd think I'm intense

I wanted to tell you but then I remembered you're not here anymore
I wish you could undedicate the songs
To listen to them without crying
To listen to them without thinking we could still go back
And I pretend to be blind to not see that you forgot me
I keep being faithful to a love that doesn't exist
I can't get over you and you're almost married
I don't forgive you for never telling me
That you were going to hurt me
But I didn't know how much
I thought you weren't worth it
I messed up big time
But if I can, I'll come back
Just to give you one last kiss