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Cold sensation of time aging the body
Making the years betray me
I find no fault in the actions I commit
Since I can see that you left me
If there's a way for you to come back, give me the key
Or you'll make me kill, please come back
I'm going crazy

An open chest, heart exposed
Moments of uncertain fear when thinking if I'm alive or dead
What we keep silent is true, it can't be revealed
Especially when in your past my state was to be happy
Tell me if I'm lying, saying we loved each other
And did what we could while dreaming it
Tell me if I'm lying, saying we never fought
And that you just left but never let go of my hand

And my creative mind dreams
Thinking we're two who are above
The fun smile that life gives you
And your desire to fly that you told me you longed for in your life
I don't lose my way and look for you nor guide myself
I just wander among raindrops in a greenish tone
The only thing I'm fair in is never forgiving myself
For thinking I had you while I acted like a coward

I fell to the ground, like a drop from a cloud
Dragged in the current without a miracle to help me
Carrying a weight in the soul that I didn't hold
That turned into a storm and I could never handle it
You gave meaning to my life and I felt free
What thousands never fulfilled
You were my shield and my team against missiles

And now that you're not here, your absence threatens to destroy me
Tell me what I'll do with the kisses I kept for you
That I longed to give you in the mornings when you woke up
Tell me, what will I do with the love you swore to me so much
And that magic you caused when you hugged me tight

Could it be that the universe and the gods lied
And love is really the hell they told us about
Suffering turned me into a warrior
Today I lost the war and pain made me a prisoner

Cold sensation of time aging the body
Making the years betray me
I find no fault in the actions I commit
Since I can see that you left me
If there's a way for you to come back, give me the key
Or you'll make me kill, please come back
I'm going crazy

From heaven to infinity tell me that's where you are
That you're waiting for me, that you hear me, and tell me your stories
Send me a sign to keep my soul awake
So I don't torment myself imagining you're dead
Gloomy silence that your departure left
I sleep without having dreams, I live but without life
I walk aimlessly looking for a way out
That takes me to the other world to see you and heal my wound

Cold sensation of time aging the body
Making the years betray me
I find no fault in the actions I commit
Since I can see that you left me
If there's a way for you to come back, give me the key
Or you'll make me kill, please come back
I'm going crazy