Unlovable

I know that I don't have the right to ask you to stay
How long will you not forget
But you don't have to worry about me
It's not that I don't care how you feel
And I know that it's not easy to let go
But today there's still a smile on my face
I'm sorry for today but I know it's not over
I'll tell you that I love you no matter what
But I know that you won't believe me
And you'll turn away and walk away from my heart
And you'll go far away from my thoughts
But I want you to know that I'm not okay
I want you to know that I'm not nothing
I want you to know that I still want you to stay in my heart
And I know that you'll never understand how much I miss you
I'll sing a song that touches my heart and let you hear it
From the bottom of my heart and give it to you to listen
But today there's still a smile on my face
I'm sorry for today but I know it's not over
I'll tell you that I love you no matter what
But I know that you won't believe me
And you'll turn away and walk away from my heart
And you'll go far away from my thoughts
But I want you to know that I'm not okay
I want you to know that I'm not nothing
I want you to know that I still want you to stay in my heart
And I know that you'll never understand how much I miss you
I don't know how long I'll wait for you to come back to me
How long will the good memories last
How long will I love someone else for a moment
But today there's still a smile on my face
I'm sorry for today but I know it's not over
I'll tell you that I love you no matter what
But I know that you won't believe me
And you'll turn away and walk away from my heart
And you'll go far away from my thoughts
But I want you to know that I'm not okay
I want you to know that I'm not nothing
I want you to know that I still want you to stay in my heart
And I know that you'll never understand how much I miss you
I'll tell you that I love you no matter what