Living My Life

Swallowed, as always
A sharp voice tightly
Spitting out, my God it's 5 a.m.
Asking the mirror what I am

Surrendered to the flowing future, misfortune
Hoping for a change when morning comes
Once again, halfway through relying on God
I realize, when I realize

Look
Days when I can't cry, days when I can't laugh
Piling up undefeated days
I'm here, I'm here
Someday
In the depths of the storm, a rainbow appears
Laughing in the middle of the muddy world
Yeah, I'm living my life
I'm living my life

Dived in, surely
The future was a mirror ball
Shining someone's tomorrow, while I'm still lost, yeah

My chest is filled with empty cartoons
Your new tunes no longer pierce me
If I understand the steps I'm taking, soon
I realize, now I realize

Look
Days when I can't cry, days when I can't laugh
Piling up undefeated days
I'm here, I'm here

Not for someone else, but for your present
The world looks so beautiful now

Still
Nights I wished wouldn't dawn
Days I couldn't save, overcoming
I'm here, I'm here
Someday
In the mirror, a rainbow appears
Laughing in the middle of the muddy world
Yeah, I'm living my life
I'm living my life

Not for someone else, but for your present
The world looks so beautiful now